erhaps,thatisonereasonweyearnforthesiplelife.Inaway,wewanttobechildren,toletsooneelsecarrytheawkwardbackpackofresponsibility.
Wearelikewheat,hereohtoripen.Weripentellectuallybylettgasuchoftheuniverse’splexityaswe.Morallyweripenbyakgourchoices.AndweripenspirituallybyopengoureyestoCreation’sendlessdetail.
OernoonIpickedupafallenleaffrothesugarapleouryard.Upcloseitwasyellow,withspshesofred.Atar’slengthitwase.ItslordependedonhowIlookedatit.
Iknewalittleabouthowthisleafhadspentitslife,transfsunlightandcarbondioxidetonutrients,andIkhatweanialsbreathethatoxygenthatsuelloftheleafhasaagacheical—DNA—uponwhichisscribedallthestrfandasugaraple.StistsknowfaroreaboutthisthanI.Buteventheirknowledgeextendsonlyashortwaytotheseaofplexitythatisasugaraple.
I’begngtouand,Ithk,whatsipliesthatripen.By“siplify,siplify,”Thoreauantsiplifygourselves.
Toaoplishthis,we:
Fodeeperthgs.Thesiplelifeisnotnecessarilylivgacab,cultivatgbeans.Itisrefgtoletourlivesbe“fritteredawaybydetail”.Aprofessortaughtasecretforfocg:TurnofftheTVandreadgreatbooks.Theyopendoorsyourbra.
Uakelife’sjourneyoepatati.Ioayounguplebothbldscebirth.Theyhadathree-year-olddaughterandanfant,bothfullysighted.Forthoseparents,everythglex:bathgthebaby,onittheirdaughter,ogthewheywerefullofsilesandughter.Iaskedtheotherhowshekepttrackoftheirlivelydaughter.“Itielittlebellsonhershoes,”shesaidwithaugh.
“Whatwillyoudowhenthefantwalkstoo?”Iasked.
Shesiled.“EverythgissoplicatedthatIdon’ttrytosolveaprobleuntilIhaveto.Itakeohgatati!”
Paredownyourdesires.EnglishandpywrightJeroKpkaJerocaughtthespiritofthatenterprisewhenhewrote,“Letyourboatoflifebelight,packedonlywithwhatyouneed—aholyhoandsiplepleasures,oneorofriends,worththena,soooloveandsoooloveyou,acat,adogandapipetoo,enoughtoeatandenoughtowearandalittleorethanenoughtodrk,forthirstisadahg.”
NotlongagoIflewhotoseeyfatherthehospital.Hehasadiseasethatnibblesawaythed.Iwasasnarlofworries.Treatnts?Nursghos?Fances?
Hewascrouchedawheelchair,ashriveled,whitenedrenantofthefatherIhadknown.AsIstoodthere,hurtandnfed,helookedupandsaw.AndthenIsawsothguedandwonderfulhiseyes:regnitionandlove.Itwelledupandfilledhiseyeswithtears.Ande.
Thatafternoon,yfathercabackfrowhereverhisillnesshadtakenhi.Hejokedandughed,onceagatheanIhadknown.Andthenhewastired,ahitobed.Theday,hedidnotreberIhade.Andthenighthedied.
Everydeathisadooropengoion’systery.Thedooropens,butweseeonlydarkness.Inthatawfulont,werealizehowvasttheuniverseis,plexityupoy,beyond.Butthatisthetruegiftofsiplicity:toaepttheworld’sfiteplication,toaeptbewildernt.
Andthen,especially,wesavorsiplethgs.Afacewelove,perhaps,eyesbrigwithlove.
Itisthesiplestofthgs.Butitisorethanenough.
那一年,九月的下午,我们五对夫妇各自慢悠悠地划着独木舟,沿着缅因州的萨科河顺流而下,沐浴在夏末的金色阳光之中,无比惬意。岸边的小鹿,啃着小草,摇着白色的尾巴,注视着我们这支小小的船队漂流而过。晚上,我们搭起了帐蓬,烤着牛排,围着篝火懒散地躺着,睡眼朦胧地凝望着满天繁星。有人弹拨着吉它,唱起古老的歌曲:“淡泊乃是天资,自由乃是天赐。”
当然了,田园牧歌式的漫游告一段落,我们又驱车回到这个世界,还贷款,忙工作,还有洗衣机塞满了脏衣服。偶尔我也会情不自禁地哼唱:“淡泊乃是天资,自由乃是天赐。”我多想活得淡定从容,可哪儿去找呢?
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